i'm thought about something today. the date that brought us tgether are the date that we lose each other. i hate to hear this word 'BREAK'. but he did say it to me today. why did he do this to me i'm SAD rite now. i wonder that he hates me. but act i hate him more. something that make me more mad is he still tell me that he LOVES me and he have to let me go. OMG. it hurts a lot. how could he say that to me? really can't believe it. is he STUPID or what? i'm angry rite now. huhhh. rite now, nothing can be done. i cried a lot. then i see Hachiko: a dog story movie. i cry even more. what a sad story to watch. today is such a bad day. also a bad month. damn you hope tomorrow i can live better than today. peace

-feeling sad-

What's so hard we did
What's so difficult for us to do

I did not understand why you would
You'd be lonely, would it hurt a lot
Listen to my words do not convey the right lot

I can not say I love you
I can not say I love watching you
I love love love love

-슬픈 예감-

do you happen to remember that day?
that day when we see each other for the first time after a year n half.
the promise you made to me.
that you only will care for me.
that you only will love me.
i believed your lies.

why are you tossing me away?
if you were going to be like this,
why did you love me on the first place?

I want to start by saying that I miss you, and you have no idea how much I love you.

I know you don't need another reminder because I tell you a thousand times a day how much I love you, but I do and that is my only way to show you. I love the hundred ways you show me how much you love me, and I know my simple words can never compare.

From day one, I knew there was something in you that no other guy had. You are the most AMAZING guy I have ever known. Thinking back to the strange way we met, how we grow so close in just a few short days, and how you were the first one to show me the meaning of true love, it makes me smile and fall all over for you again.

Bie, you make my heart beat faster each time I see you, and you always give me a sweet smile,You are the one I want to hold for the rest of my life. In your arms is where I belong.

I wish the people around me saw you and accepted us being together, because I don't think I could live a day knowing that you are not in my life. I know that anyone that tried to replace you would only be compared to you in my mind, and I know they could never live up to you in my eyes. Every time I look into your eyes I know that is where I want to live and die, and every time you hold me tight I don't want you to let go because that is the only place I feel safest.

I know when we first got together everyone wanted us apart. They told us that our relationship would never last, and they still tell us that. But we have proven them wrong and I want you to stay in my life forever, as you will in my heart. I know forever is a very long time but it won’t be enough time for me to spend with you, showing you every day how much I love and care about you.

I hate being far from you. Knowing that I will only see you on holidays breaks my heart. I pray that you will carry my love for you in your heart while you are gone, and I look forward to the day when we can be together again.

last nite we had a fight.

i don't really know what it is about.

i'm confused and i kept telling myself what's happen to us here.

why is he being like that? am i said the wrong thing here?

i don't want to be a burden to you.

i just want to understand you more here.

hope we can solve this together and understand each other more.
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now i gonna brighten up my mood back with korean music.

this are the only thing that can help me rite now after i come back from work.

i'm really tired today.

so i'm gonna go to sleep now.

gudnite everyone.

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